I Caught A S.T.D.

This is personal to me but it’s better out then in. I’m just going to get to the point. I have a disease and I’ve had for a very very very long time. It wasn’t until a few years ago that I started to accept it. Before that, I ignored the symptoms and kept going on like nothing was wrong. It took a lot of heartache, broken hearts, confusing and some more shit to truly accept that I have this disease.

I’m not sure when I caught it or from who exactly but I first saw the symptoms when I was a fresh 17 years young. My girlfriend at the time had just broke up with me(maybe I broke up with her?). Then I noticed that something wasn’t right. I don’t think I caught it from her though. I think I was born with it?

I’ve been to the doctors and they could never tell me what this disease was. I’ve talked to people about it but no one had any answers for me. What is this S.T.D. I have?   

Finally, after many years of going through the motions, I figured out what this disease was. It does have a name. The dis-ease is called Anti-Relationshipism. 

“S.T.D. = Stay Thinking Deep” ~ Koolaid “Da BlacGhost”