Last night I got to thinking about sex. Then I got to
thinking about kissing. Kissing, in my life today, is nothing like it was back
in the day. I remember the very first time I kissed a girl in the mouth. That
feeling was intoxicating. It had my mouth tingling all the way home. During the
kiss, it’s like I zoned out and had this good feeling. In my mind, since that
was the only feeling I knew, that’s how I was supposed to feel during the kiss.
Getting to first base was cool to me. It showed me that she liked me. It’s hard
to believe but I was content with just a kiss here and there for months with no
sex. Really I was content with a kiss even if sex never came. Today, it’s like
there’s no first base anymore. Only grand slams and sometimes afterwards, game
over. 2nd and 3rd based are sent in pictures, haa. I guess it’s because I’m not out trying to get
in relationships so the kiss part is skipped.
Every day this week, I got up way too early. Kind of sucks
but I’m off this weekend so it’ll be ok. I’m sitting here right now waiting on
the game to come. I’m hoping OKC can pull it off tonight to extend the finals.
I’m not ready for it to end. The playoffs have been in for a long time it
seems(feels like I’ve already wrote this?). Honestly, I’m hoping OKC can win
the next 3 games but then again, I don’t want to hear about Lebron James getting
slaughtered for another year. He’s earned his chance to win this year so I
wouldn’t be mad if he did.
It’s been a long time since I had a good weekend from start
to finish. I think I’m due for that. Whether it’s felt with lots of activities
or if I’m on chill mode, I’m ready. I think I’m going to go wash my ride up and
bump this.
That sounds like a plan to me. Starting my weekend off with positive thoughts.
Before I forget, I’ve taking over 2000 random pictures in
the past year. That’s more pictures in one year than I’ve taking in my whole
life. When I was younger, I had thing for taking pictures but never really got
into it. About a year ago, someone started to send me random pictures. Whatever
I felt about that was just enough to finally turn that mental switch on to help
me start taking pictures. Thank you Peaches Jen for the inspiration.
I used to take a lot of pictures, some of myself, some of random things that grabbed my attention. I haven't done that in a long time- just gone out with a camera. I definitely think I'm overdue for that.
ReplyDeleteAs far as kissing... that can make or break a relationship for me. For me, it's still something special. There's just something about the chemistry between two people, and how a kiss can literally take your breath away, suspending you in time for just a moment.
I think that for most people, casual sex eventually gets old. Eventually they will will want to settle down, even if they don't realize it for a while.
Since I've started taking pictures, I realized that I see a lot of interesting things on a regular bases that I didn't really notice before. I still haven't had someone take any pics of me while I'm out and about. I've even started to do some videos but haven't really gotten into that.
DeleteI hear you about the kissing.
I'm starting to think sex is overrated. I don't really want it to get old but the drama that comes with sex is really turning me off sexually. I mean, I'm to the point that I'd rather "think" about having sex with someone than actually doing it because I'm not sure what will happen down the road.