Randomness: Boredom

Sitting around bored on this hot Saturday evening. Might as write. I think I’ve conditioned myself to feel bored on the weekends? Sounds crazy but I’ve been getting the “Friday Night Blues” every Friday night for about 3 or so months straight if I’m not out and about. Maybe I need to go against not making plans like I usually do and start making plans? I don’t know.

Why is that when a person doesn’t have much, they always play the victim role. What I mean by they don’t have much is usually this type of person lives with someone else, can’t keep a job, always “borrowing”, etc. When  you hear their story, you feel sorry for this person and the kids involved. If you really listen to what is being said, you’ll notice that it’s never their fault, ever. That’s usually a big red flag. The reason they can’t keep a job: my boss was an ass, my ride didn’t pick me up on time, no one did this, someone did that, etc etc. Does this sound familiar? Me and my kids don’t have anywhere to live: the people I was living with are kicking me out, someone stole my down payment for an apartment, etc etc. They wonder why they are always the victim? You’re not the victim, it’s that you never take responsibility for your own actions. You will always stay in that “shituation” if you don’t. No one is the blame but YOU. Your kids should be used for motivation to do better not to manipulate others.

I’ve been watching the ID (Investigation Discovery) channel lately. There’s some good stuff on there. It’s mostly about murders and unsolved stuff about people. There are some crazy ass people in the world. There’s one show called something like Who In The @%#* Did I Marry. I’ve only saw one episode some far. This guy claimed he swam from Cuba and was a part of some military group(I think). He married this woman. About a year or so later, then he disappeared. Shortly after that, he was on TV from Cuba talking about how he infiltrated the military group he was supposedly apart of, and prevented an attack on Cuba. He was a spy from Cuba. Smh, damn. His wife sued Cuba for rape and I got MILLIONS. They explained how it was rape but in the end, even though it caused some pain to the wife, she rich than a mug.